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Yesterday in my dream habibi hugged me
Kissed me from my cheeks and shut my burning desire
I told him come closer make up what I longed for
Do you accept your compassion to leave me alone? Dying of patience and sadness just moments forgetting me? Do you accept me to live in prison in which you imprisoned me in?
I woke up and you were in a different country habibi
My uncle this handsome man to death he made me walk
He was the one that burned my excitement and he was the one that treated this wound
Her lips are like Aleppo’s pistachio and pampering my sons
We don’t want morning to come, we don’t like morning to come
Your light is enough
As long as we have this sweetness let the light closed
I am dying for your seeing and your warm laps
And I woke up from my sleep and you are in a different country
I want to complain to you about the one who I crossed the river for him and put him on my head. Every dive I take I feel like death and inside I choke on my breath. All this and u still told your order and it was sweeter than honey. Where u want me to go with u I will go but don’t hurt my feelings…
Our eyes are crossing each other and I see your eyes are looking at another. I favoured u over me and with this lost all my consideration .
Tell me what I have done wrong to you and tell me other orders.
On my ribs sleeps the night I told you sleep and I will keep gaurd.
I put you on my head and I named you the most precious person of all.

Translation of this song:

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mw7_akFLcSc&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3Dmw7_akFLcSc

It was the end of February 2013…..That was the first time I told my family that I am deeply in love with “the one” and that he wants to ask for my hand in marriage.

I was a freshman in university in my second semester of the first year. Yeah I can admit that getting married in first year is not logical but hey who ever told that true love makes you do logical things?

Not going in much detail….. “No” was the answer I got from all the people I loved.

Why should I back down from the person I loved so so much? Why should I “leave him and find better later” as my family put it?

This man is perfect for me since I knew if I searched every male in this world over and over again I could not find someone this much I am relaxed and happy with.

Why should I listen to them when they haven’t met him? …..

All my life I have picked my battles wisely. Things like morality and education and family life as well as religion were priorities of my life and I always fought for my opinion to be heard.

But this battle I am going to fight. I was ready to convince and persuade until my last breath even if there was a faint light at the end of the tunnel of success.