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Yesterday in my dream habibi hugged me
Kissed me from my cheeks and shut my burning desire
I told him come closer make up what I longed for
Do you accept your compassion to leave me alone? Dying of patience and sadness just moments forgetting me? Do you accept me to live in prison in which you imprisoned me in?
I woke up and you were in a different country habibi
My uncle this handsome man to death he made me walk
He was the one that burned my excitement and he was the one that treated this wound
Her lips are like Aleppo’s pistachio and pampering my sons
We don’t want morning to come, we don’t like morning to come
Your light is enough
As long as we have this sweetness let the light closed
I am dying for your seeing and your warm laps
And I woke up from my sleep and you are in a different country
I want to complain to you about the one who I crossed the river for him and put him on my head. Every dive I take I feel like death and inside I choke on my breath. All this and u still told your order and it was sweeter than honey. Where u want me to go with u I will go but don’t hurt my feelings…
Our eyes are crossing each other and I see your eyes are looking at another. I favoured u over me and with this lost all my consideration .
Tell me what I have done wrong to you and tell me other orders.
On my ribs sleeps the night I told you sleep and I will keep gaurd.
I put you on my head and I named you the most precious person of all.

Translation of this song:


After years of listening to sappy Arabic romantic music and classical music of the west, I had a dream of finding the one. The perfect man that would be madly in love with me, that would make me fly with every kiss. The man that would make me happy with only his smile and the man that makes me feel secure and safe. I craved for this perfect soul that would be mixed with mine.

The songs told of a lover that owned my heart each day that showered me with sweet words and soft touches. It told that this soulmate this life partner would make me the most valuable person and possession of his heart. He would be my everything, my life, my light and through him I can see the world a better place.

Puberty years went by quickly as did highschool and the teenage romances that I never engaged. I had one lover and that was the words in the delicate poems of kathem el saher’s songs. I remember falling asleep every night with my headphones stuck to my ears as I imagined the sweet soul portrayed in these songs.

As soon as I entered university, my heart drifted away from the songs I worshiped to one particular man.

I remember asking myself after one day of talking to him…. Can this be true love?

He was more than what I had envisioned every night listening to those songs. He was as sweet as honey and most handsome that my eyes have ever seen. He had the most cutest smile and the most adorable eyes. Best of all was his pure white heart that glistened in a sea of angles.

How did the waves of love threw me to his warm arms? Why did God wait this long to give me this gift that makes me this much happy everyday? I don’t know this much lucky I am… For the happiness that I found that threw out all my sadness, for the desire that I found that now is the power to pump the blood in my veins…. For the utmost precious man in this world.

Until I entangled myself in his hands and became owned by his love…. This is the feeling I was searching for that feels like volcanoes rupturing everytime I hear his deep voice. There is not one way I can save myself from this burning love that has gotten me addicted to him.

The songs are now alive in flesh and blood. This sweet, loving character in my mind is now in my arms. With every sweet look, my fear now increases that I might be living a dream.


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